Friday, June 26, 2009

bulimia is in order... or anorexia?!?!

well, has not lost any weight during the past three weeks. i'm pissed off... extremely... i find myself unhappy, and often times moody. i'm on a temper roller coaster! woohoo~~~~

i started baking again to divert my attention and to make myself feel better. the downside is that i ate some of the stuff i baked. at least seven oatmeal raisin cookies and a big ass chunk of rice crispy treat. DAMN ME!!!

lately, i've been having a lot of doubt toward myself... i want to be happy again. but lately, that seems to be the hardest thing and the farthest goal to reach.

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